Sunday, January 30, 2011

Tru Dat

So I had a really bad allergic reaction two+ days ago, and spent half a day in the ER. Thankfully it’s only like, ten minutes away from where I’m staying.

My face is still swollen, as the doctor ‘prescribed’ me Benadryl.

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Yeah.

Anyway, I recently got a disturbing Facebook message from my brother’s ex-girlfriend. Well, really it started with me messaging her about Dean’s whereabouts [when he last ran away].

Eventually we started talking about her and Dean’s relationship. I guess this was confirmation of my brother’s treatment towards his girlfriends. 

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Basically my brother’s a God damn liar. And does the “poor me, poor me, I’ve been through stuff” teenage bullshit, but on a whole different level. At least this girl has common sense and realizes my Dad isn’t the one to blame for Dean’s behavior?

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Oh, and my brother’s an abuser. I’ve heard him on the phone before, calling this same girl a slut and whore with his friends on the third line, and then blaming his abusive nature on our past. That’s the same story an old boyfriend gave me while he verbally abused me, and the relationship ended after I realized I couldn’t change him. Christ, you have no idea how painful it is to see my brother’s turning out just like my mother. 

And, one more thing; my father and I want him out of the house NOW. My father’s given him chance after chance, always bailing him out of bad situations and whatnot. But after you steal, cheat, lie, and cause a family to spilt and take sides, it’s hard not to want to kick someone out. Dean’s racist, abusive [especially towards women], and he blames everyone but himself.

I don’t even know how to finish this post.

What I learned: I cannot go out with friends and function normally while on Benadryl. In fact, I act like a pothead when I take 50mgs. O-O

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